Change

It has been a very rough year and this month has been the worst, thankfully this past weekend has been awesome and I predict this week will pass quickly and my beautiful daughter will graduate from high school without a hitch.

 (Knock on wood!!)

But even if something unfortunate happens this week to dampen our joy, I know that we will get through it as a family and survive whatever life has to throw at us.

I have discovered just how strong I am over the past year and a half and that I am not to old to change for the better.

I have found so much joy and love in my life that I never could have imagined and all I did was change one thing.

I changed my attitude.

I can not believe that something so simple has had such an enormous effect on my life.

I made a simple choice.

I choose to be happy.

I choose to be flexible.

I choose love and patience and tolerance.

I have learned to let go and have freed myself from anxiety and stress but i have also learned to be more disciplined and found structure and security.

I found my morality hidden under layers of cynicism and indifference.

I have found me again or a better me I should say.

An older wiser and more experienced me who can still love and learn and laugh and make my world a better place for me and the ones that I love!